Why I write

I dont write for information I dont write for knowledge I dont write for advise or counsel All of that is much available on the web I write for connection I write to spark I write to give words to all that around I write seeing for you and me I write because it is … Continue reading Why I write

Belief

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Belief There are timesI am at the end of my wit and strength.I have tried all that from my box of gems.I have put in all till my last drop of breath.I have not much , time a crucial element. After all my efforts, Still when nothing movesNow i know to submit to the One. … Continue reading Belief

Friends

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People make friends for different reasons and choose friends over varied reasons. Some friendship last life long ,some as long as you work along. Some make friends whom they carry along , some make friends they can share all about . Some friends for benefits , some friends mean business . Some friends who never … Continue reading Friends

Numb

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TimesWhen no more left in you.Have responsibility ahead of you.Lives dependent on you .Storms that shook you. Out on ones feet. And you,don't have much to complain.nobody to entertain.work alone stands main. To continue,You block thosepain receptors in brain.They no more feel,no more reactno more ask.Everything turns numbto keep the show going, inside everything feels … Continue reading Numb

My Journal 56. Mutual Admiration and Respect

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Its very important to respect and appreciate each other mutually in any relation to keep respectful views from both sides, value your differences , respect for the relation, commitment to the relation , public display of appreciation for another despite any conflicts. Being a writer i admire my readers for their ability to see through … Continue reading My Journal 56. Mutual Admiration and Respect

My Journal 55. My Little Tomato Plant

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Hi friends i couldn't write for sometime there were difficult times at home , wouldn't speak much of it . But yes there are these days when things look really out of hand , i don't find strength to do more , yes there are these bad days i wish never happened . I wont … Continue reading My Journal 55. My Little Tomato Plant

Faith

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You know those days When there was no more in you. Still you kept going For a power within you to stand for them , you love. The power of faith, when you know you are not enough still you wish to keep going for another. There is something much greater. In this scheme of … Continue reading Faith

My Journal 53. How Not to Doubt Yourself

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Today is a very special day for me and my blog , i didn't realize this until i got a notification saying my plan in WordPress has been renewed . it was exactly this day one year before i started my blog. I never thought i would make it till here , but then now … Continue reading My Journal 53. How Not to Doubt Yourself

Ups and downs

We will be through it. Both the ups and downs. Dont expect it to be a perfect one, There will be bumps along the road. We may cross each other. Sometimes we move parallel. At times one of us pulls over , The other keeps moving. At times we are in the same lane. Sometimes … Continue reading Ups and downs

Empathy

To be in my shoes. To say you understand me Is never enough. You have to shrink to fit. You have to expand your horizon to see. Believe there is more than what you see. There are challenges to life more than you have seen. Just dot be so quick Walk a mile with me … Continue reading Empathy

My Journal 52. Its a fight everyday

I too have limitations , flaws , drawbacks the way I am already made. The only thing I can do about it is be aware and a fight everyday to keep it right in its place a check on self it doesn't loose . Something's are so difficult to change or may be just deeply … Continue reading My Journal 52. Its a fight everyday

Reflect

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Take a deep breadth, Go to the inner depth. Cut off from everything, That bothers you. That angers you. That tires you. Now you find a space, Very blissful. Very clear. Very you. Now Only you, No one else there, to blame . to point . to disappoint. Travel the inner world , Seek answers … Continue reading Reflect

Some days

Some days I feel lower than others. I am not at my best. I will take time n recover. I have thoughts that need a look. I have a visit down those lanes. Sometimes, My muscle and bones ache. My words dont find strength. My inner self needs a connect . My struggle is real, … Continue reading Some days

My Journal 50 . Comfort Zone

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I have been recently part of this sessions where people from different established fields come together to review , talk about books , its a very interesting place run by great minds and team . You get to hear about topics, books - known , unknown from a very reader and expert perspective . This … Continue reading My Journal 50 . Comfort Zone

A Broken Wish

There is one, this little wish, You wished for , all your life. From the time you gained senses. You kept following it just right. That small little wish, That was your life. And one day to realise, It is never to be. Now leaves a crater never to be filled. All the trophies , … Continue reading A Broken Wish

Not All Opinions matter

Not all opinions matter. Dont let them inside your head. Nor waste, changing their thoughts about you. Dont explain , they dont want to know you. Dont let it question your own intentions. Dont let it doubt your value. The only reason they exist, To make sure you give up on you. If they really … Continue reading Not All Opinions matter

Not afraid losing

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I remember the point , I was when i began, I took a leap of faith. i trusted my instincts. Saw it all coming . Everything falling in place. Share of my failures. Share of my winnings. Sometimes back to starting . Others part in the coming. Reaching a point , That is treasure worthy … Continue reading Not afraid losing

Spaces In Relations

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Spaces in relation , Have meanings . Serves purpose . Defines ones equation. Creates a comfort zone. Preserves the relation. Reasons varied, sometimes a boundary. sometimes a new bond. sometimes a broken trust. sometimes to respect their privacy . sometimes to preserve ones identity. sometimes a healthy way of interacting and exchanging. sometimes to respect … Continue reading Spaces In Relations

Pages from My Life Parenting – 17

Children follow your example I have always believed and practised that kids follow us by looking at us, more than what we say to them. Today was a point a realised how important does this mean. I have been following my passion for writing formally through blog and books from last year only through pandemic … Continue reading Pages from My Life Parenting – 17

Distant

People I distance from, Who are disappointed at the slightest of opposition. Who have an opinion about everything other than self. Who think its always the other at fault. Who are just looking to put you down. Who find happiness see another fall. Who think its their right to hurt all. Who put up a … Continue reading Distant

My Journal 48. Forget to keep going

You know the difficult part of being human and complexities involving relations is our inability to be able to erase or forget our memories just like that. Yes with a continuous effort , strong will , ignoring , focusing on other areas of life and training our mind to so it sometimes becomes possible though … Continue reading My Journal 48. Forget to keep going

Moved to tears

For the wait tested my  patience, endurance, And resilience. Finally when the line reached. It Moved me to tears. After, An unexpected break, A struggle with fate, A word from the best, A moment so precious, A win after many loss, And I was moved to tears. Seeing life win battle, Feeling those little hands, … Continue reading Moved to tears

On the Edge

I have been really strong, So very long . Holding them, Under my eyes . Inside my fist. Deep in my heart. Locked in my Memories. kept them waiting , At the edge . Ready to take over, In a moment of loosing. But then I held them , Really long , Living on the … Continue reading On the Edge

Someone has to keep it going

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Someone has to keep it going Sometimes i feel why just mewhy not who have much more than i can be.why not them who have enough more than they need.why not them who had their lives bed of roses still carry a thorn within.Why not who claim to be have attained the light still a … Continue reading Someone has to keep it going

My Journal 47. Principles

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In our choices to be principled , moralistic and have high values there is a constant struggle when it comes to choosing between being stern or flexible . Being a very high principles person for very long which has made life a bigger struggle for me to have faced it right in the face without … Continue reading My Journal 47. Principles

A Star

I wish to be a shooting star. That is a sight to behold. Fulfills wishes , Twist of fate, Luck of a lifetime. That ends in a split of time, Burns out giving light. If not, I want to be a common star. As common as the sun. That shines everyday . One that serves … Continue reading A Star

My Journal 46. Take a break and find your balance

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Hi dear friends, I have been busy blogging and editing for my books regularly . I admit i love writing its the most important part of my life and keeps my days going , but no matter how much i love it , i have decided to take breaks in between . Where i get … Continue reading My Journal 46. Take a break and find your balance

Balance

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Balance a very tricky thing, To know you need to know the other extreme. To be where you have never been . To think from just the opposite of your scene. To accept there exists a side you haven't seen. To value yourself and still respect anothers merit. Balance in self, To know you are … Continue reading Balance

My Journal 45. We get what We put up with

Most of the time we realize what we get is what we put up with. This does not apply to all situations in our life , but to the ones we are in control of or can take control with our will and courage .Those that are in the power of our choices and decisions … Continue reading My Journal 45. We get what We put up with

My Journal 44. Some are never going to like you

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Some people are never going to like you no matter what you do or things and times change . That's going to remain exactly like that and there is no point trying so hard to get them to like you or convince them . The reason being there exists no proper reason which they themselves … Continue reading My Journal 44. Some are never going to like you

Keep Going

I cant stop now. I cant when I have endured all to reach this spot. I cant when I have travelled so far I cant after all those marks . I wont give up. I wont for all who have seen me through the journey. I wont for all whom i can make a difference. … Continue reading Keep Going

My Journal 43. Passion fuels Life

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Hi friends , I have started working on my third book in the series My journal And Poems which is about "Life and Meaning" . Its a collection of topics from spirituality , passion , self realization , finding our true calling and our connection with the world around us . I though of taking … Continue reading My Journal 43. Passion fuels Life

Ripples

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I want to be a sea that encompasses all. I want to be a stream that springs from high above all. I want to be a well that serves for all. I want to be a pond that collects all. If not , I want to be a pebble , To create ripples in all. … Continue reading Ripples

My Journal 42. True Calling

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I know exactly what it means it took me really long to find ways ,to acknowledge ,to believe and pursue it . I am not saying I exactly knew what it was , until i went through all ways that life put me through i did what best i could do in those times trying … Continue reading My Journal 42. True Calling

My Journal 41. To be a part or not

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The freedom to do what one wants to , intend to , or choose not to be part of what feels wrong looses it value in the process we decide to be part of these groups , groups that control and influence our choices , decisions or think for us . Unwillingly , silently we … Continue reading My Journal 41. To be a part or not

You learn

You learn From failures. From others. From observing. From living. From mistakes. From faults. From relations. From betrayals. From critics. From skeptics. From mentors. From books. From life. From lives. Every moment of living, Teaches us many things. Learning to see beyond thats me. Copyright © 2021 Gayatri Bagayatkar, All rights reserved

I own everything

I own everything, I achieved , Like a drop of water on the lotus leaf. Like the smoke rising from fire. Like the kite soaring in sky. Its a matter of time , The perfect balance Mine yet not mine. Make full of this moment, While you own the fruits at hand. Savour till they … Continue reading I own everything

My Journal 40. Reaching Out

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Hi friends this is in relation to recent episodes of my life where i was venturing into books . I have no background or even basic knowledge about it being from a technical background , i just knew to write and am passionate about it and blog was best for me as i knew how … Continue reading My Journal 40. Reaching Out

Pains

No Gain without Pain. Words to Assure you in Pain. Pains . Pains that pass.Pains that last.Pains that alleviate. Pains that you take.Pains other gave. Pains you endure.Pians you fight.Pains you suffer.Pains to achieve. Pains of past.Pains of living. Pains that make you strong.Pains that break bonds. Pains that release bondage. Pains that you share … Continue reading Pains

Tears

Let them flow Unload the burdens you carry. Just let them flow But for a reason truly deserving. So not to make you feel weak within. Tears for memories . Tears for lost dreams. Tears for pains that passed. Tears to release the brim. Tears to speak the unspoken. Tears to clear those sores. Don't … Continue reading Tears

Happy Journey

I have set on a journey Dont know where it will lead But one thing I am for sure I won't be where I started. Will see those horizons. Will see those reefs. Will see the edges. Will see those falls . Will see from heights . Will see beyond my sight. I am going … Continue reading Happy Journey

My Journal . 39 Timestamps

I have been behind the scenes for really long away from social media , zero contact with people I knew from college life  , just disappeared from everybody's sight mainly after college was done.I did this to actually deal with my life and problems settle things that just needed focus and recovery . After around … Continue reading My Journal . 39 Timestamps

Acknowledge

Acknowledge , To let them know you love them too. To accept they make you who you are. To express what you are inside out. To let emotions flow . To show you care. To life for you know what it is to be alive . Copyright © 2021 Gayatri Bagayatkar, All rights reserved.

My Journal 38. Defining the limits

Somethings in life are better not judged as less or more .Because these things can become a part of our system and in the process we ourself loose the control to keep it within limits or draw the line between less or more. Such things are best kept out of our system and life . … Continue reading My Journal 38. Defining the limits

Me Without You

Without compass in the sea, Without maps to roads, Without experience about life, We would be just lost in our journey . Without guidance, Without support, Without love , We would be falling even before rising. Without faith, Without belief , Without hope, We would be just living not alive. You need all of that … Continue reading Me Without You

My Journal 37 . Changing People

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Many a times we want to change people around us especially our dear ones to see for their betterment , happiness and success. Sometimes to make relations work , to get better out of a relation, for them to have better relations . This isn't easy because not everybody is willing to change, nor is … Continue reading My Journal 37 . Changing People

Stone World

In this world of stones, I want to be a beating heart. Its not that easy, All stones around , You start to doubt, You too are one rock . But then your, Heart speaks . And now it wants, Another heart to share, To feel , to care , to love. And left no … Continue reading Stone World

My Journal 36. The Over – Type

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Hi friends , i have been always receiver of the title of over thinker from my college days to real life. I have had my challenges and had to work on ways to achieve in spite those unusual and difficult circumstances in my life and around my loved ones because me complaining wouldn't have helped … Continue reading My Journal 36. The Over – Type

My Journal 35. “I am ok with this”

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Hi friends , if one is kind of a person who learns from everybody , who is flexible ,willing for change . But that gives way to lot of opinions how and what to do , unsolicited advise . There are many people out there who think they know everything about everything , and hold … Continue reading My Journal 35. “I am ok with this”

My Journal 34. Karma

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Many talk about one thing is that how karma will get back or how it serves right what one deserves. I don't know how the Karma works or what it is but what i have read and researched about and it looks . We should be taking responsibility for our actions , thoughts and footprints … Continue reading My Journal 34. Karma

Pondering Question 2 . Power of choice

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Hi this is from set of pondering questions where i would like to discuss and know your thoughts from real world either through general or personal perspective.Please do drop in your views. So today i would like to know about, How do we use the power of choice ? Let me put an imaginary twist … Continue reading Pondering Question 2 . Power of choice

My Journal 33 . Judging People

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Hi friends the other day this week i was having a whatsapp conversation with a friend who was once my college mate around 15 years ago , we haven't met since then and we connected back through facebook last year . We dont speak much but do drop a hi some time , many who … Continue reading My Journal 33 . Judging People

My Journal 32. Share and Speak up

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We share experiences in the form of knowledge but rarely do we share our experiences especially with a dark past openly with others. Fear of being judged , fear of reliving those emotions , fear of inability to express or fear of the immaturity of the listener .Whichever reason be it we hold back sharing … Continue reading My Journal 32. Share and Speak up

My Journal 31. Its always there inside

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Most Of the things we and even as children one thinks is uncable of is actually a mindlock due to fear of failures or low self esteem or lack of motivation and support or low self confidence.Sometimes all you need is a push to actually get down and try to do it on your own … Continue reading My Journal 31. Its always there inside

My Journal 30 . Healing

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Though i talk a lot about self improvement , emotional regulation , self awareness , resilience , mindfulness and reflective attitude ; I too have faced my share of troubles and challenges some of them the most difficult ones , we pray never to face for ourselves or our dear ones .I too have been … Continue reading My Journal 30 . Healing

My Journal 29. Simplicity

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I am kind of person who believes in owning not more than needed amount of dresses and two pairs of shoes at a time.I don't have to have all dresses in trend or a footwear to match each , i do have two additional for occasions which i dont mind reusing after care. One thing … Continue reading My Journal 29. Simplicity

My Journal 27. Follow your Heart

In todays world where its more about following , followers , hearts and likes which is all about moving with the trend , keeping up with that's very current , doing what gets more heart or likes. I want to talk about this "follow your heart" which is mostly overrated in movies or creative talks … Continue reading My Journal 27. Follow your Heart

My Journal 26. Best or Mediocre

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The choice is not easy everybody wants to be the best. But actually there is no best and trying to be the one , looses the perception of reality and going for an imaginary perfect best losing a lot in the process. Mediocre is real, a balance, a space for growth , time for all … Continue reading My Journal 26. Best or Mediocre

My Journal 25. Life is about change

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Hi dear friends recently i have not been regular with my posts and blogging , its due to other responsibilities and my daughters academic year end studies .Yet whenever i find time i always will post about everything i always do .If i am not reading or liking your posts its probably i am away … Continue reading My Journal 25. Life is about change

Hope

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Hope is something you should never give up on , And when you are about to give up hope keeps on. Hope is miracle, a superpower.a strength in your belief.to see things happen as you wish. Keep hope,Never be so sure of current times and troubles. Tides will change you just keep rowing. When you … Continue reading Hope

Mind Games

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Mind Games a mark of the intelligent era we live in .Ways to get back in deceptive ways .The target fixed ,plans made and worked out as if a natural course . Once ventured into the game, there is no way out you either take sides or play on your own . Learn the rules … Continue reading Mind Games

Fear

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Fear Like a virus enters the system, Doesn't leave without effects shown.Though results differ with immunity, Also passes on to our near and known. Fear, Finds its way through our senses, Then weaken the body.Manipulates the brain. Shrinks the heart that holds courage. Sometimes these are faces known or in forms unknown.Sometimes reasons known or … Continue reading Fear

Big Skills 8.- “Teaching Skills”

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Teaching is a noble profession and the reason known to all as we had our teachers in our life -people who have the conviction to nurture young minds and mold them into something great .Teachers are our nation builder the strength of every proffession in our country grows out of the knowledge and skills that teachers help to … Continue reading Big Skills 8.- “Teaching Skills”

My Journal 24. – Nonverbal

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Hi dear friends , if you know me from past 10 months i have been blogging i write a lot about parenting and many other things .Also have started journaling where i talk about those topics from life and around i think about or feel , But what after all this I tell you I … Continue reading My Journal 24. – Nonverbal

Success

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Success It takes focus , dedication and hardwork.Still factors beyond control, That work for success or as hurdles to overcome. Sometimes its about being, at the right place.at the right time.having the right opportunity.having right resources and facilities. Success cant be measured by achievements alone , But how long it keeps going.Till you check your … Continue reading Success

My Journal 22. – Forces of Life

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There are various types of forces as described in physics gravity , friction , applied , magnetic, spring, normal... . But in real life in human experience too I have seen and experienced around many forces though i tried to name them according to their existence in human life. There could be more type of … Continue reading My Journal 22. – Forces of Life

My Journal 21. – Something vs Nothing

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This post is actually inspired by a science video of one of my favorite science video creator "The action Lab", i find more meaning than science and connections in the way science is explained. In one of the videos he talks about "do nothing grinder" and what is difference between that seems nothing and is … Continue reading My Journal 21. – Something vs Nothing

Behind Closed Doors

Behind closed doors. Secrets Hidden, Lonely Minds, Broken hearts, Tears Broke, Agreements made , Realities unmasked, Suppressed feelings, Outburst released, Promises Broken, Words Lost, Untold stories, Courage crushed, Fear Instilled. These are not just doors.Sometimes a never ending hole, one sinks into.Sometimes invisible bounds, pushed into.Sometimes pushed by power or numbers greater.Sometimes by thoughts or … Continue reading Behind Closed Doors

My Journal 19. – Humor and Me

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What makes one laugh or what humor means or what is your sense of humor defines a lot about the persons take on life , his mentality , his sensitivity to others and self .Some people think me and humor are not at good relation , which is not true only that I don't have … Continue reading My Journal 19. – Humor and Me

Bad Childhood

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In one of my previous post i have spoken of realities of motherhood, challenges and reflections as parents.One more thing that also holds true is not everybody has a good childhood due to poverty ,bad parenting , childhood abuse or broken homes , to substance abuse and homes with frequent clashes or quarrels. Growing up … Continue reading Bad Childhood

My Journal 18. The Slide

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One thing we miss a lot after the pandemic in the visit to community gardens especially overcrowded in those kids play area during weekends . The kids were unknown to each other but they enjoyed running around those equipment's , climbing and hanging and the rush sliding down. These don't make that much fun , … Continue reading My Journal 18. The Slide

My Journal 16.- The Question

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I have come with my version of the answer to the question that most of us have had some point in our life . Sometimes we followed what was told or taught us , at times we had those versions where we wanted to make our choices seem right , then we have those versions … Continue reading My Journal 16.- The Question

My Journal 15. – Timeout

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Something that has come around everybody's life with these new normal is "timeout". A break from those regular lifestyle those parts that formed parts of routine of our life and some of them which were real big parts of life suddenly went out and we found those time and energies introduced to many new areas … Continue reading My Journal 15. – Timeout

My Journal 14. – Journey

One truth about life all agree to especially if they have seen and lived life in every aspect, know that its all about the journey not the destination. Yes i have known people who have skipped the journey , sometimes found shortcuts to reach the same destination , but i tell you it was totally … Continue reading My Journal 14. – Journey

Transformation

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Transformation. When the old ways no more serves purpose,With changing times it outgrows,One needs to grow leave behind a comfortable point,Sometimes you are swayed by the winds of change,Sometimes It comes with necessity of time. Transformation takes its effect,Its not an easy path.The one that changes old norms.The one that defines new all.The one that … Continue reading Transformation

My Journal.13- Unspoken Words

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No matter how great writer , speaker , orator or artist one are there are areas of life or living one never speaks of or sometimes left unspoken of .These are part of the unspoken words of life sometimes of the community at large we are a part of. Sometimes these are feeling long lost … Continue reading My Journal.13- Unspoken Words

My Journal 12. – Patterns , Phases and Pursuit

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I am more kind of spiritual person to the extent i believe in the existence and purpose of life only on spirituality. But i refrain from sharing my thoughts or knowledge on spirituality because i think its a personal journey one experiences through life and cant be learnt or taught and sought through another's viewpoint … Continue reading My Journal 12. – Patterns , Phases and Pursuit

My Journal 11. Small Things

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There are many small things around us in home or at work that have great value despite their size or value of existence . These acts , things , expressions serve their purpose so important that most of them are irreplaceable. These small things are so valuable when needed we almost go on a hunt … Continue reading My Journal 11. Small Things

My Journal 10. The Masala Box

Every Indian home has this spice box in their kitchen which contains a variety of spices either as whole or as powdered mixture called masalas . Each masala has different combination of spices for different taste for different foods. Sometimes a combination of these masalas are used in different proportion to get the required taste. … Continue reading My Journal 10. The Masala Box

Conflict Resolution

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Conflicts are a part of life you cant always expect things to go your way or the right way nor will you always give in the face of you don't want to accept or be a part of or you want to solve a problem to avoid any more troubles. Sometimes you don't want to … Continue reading Conflict Resolution

My Journal 8. – Superhumans

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We all have been in this phase or point which push us beyond our limits and we feel like superhumans. I am not exaggerating actually when we remember those memories even we are shocked how could we do something like this. Human mind is beyond comprehension. May be that's what about humans when time or … Continue reading My Journal 8. – Superhumans

Big Skills – 6. Random Acts of Kindness

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There is too much of negativity around with the challenges and struggles and so may obstacles to the normal routine which was very easy once .Everybody is learning or coping or figuring out ways. The only thing to avoid the most is to add to this negativity and spread it around. Something that can do … Continue reading Big Skills – 6. Random Acts of Kindness

My Journal – 7.A Birthday Post

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Hi Dear friends , Today is my birthday .Astrologically i am a cusp of Capricorn and Aquarius.That makes me the complicated and dual person i am ,displaying the traits of a hardworking and focused Capricorn and intellectual mindset of a Aquarian . I do believe in astrological influences and stuff, have even given a much … Continue reading My Journal – 7.A Birthday Post

My Journal 6. – The Makeup Box

I have never been much of a beauty conscious or look focused person , due to struggles at my personal front and ambitions to achieve, the only aim and I was very focused . Yes this left me out of the crowd , then i didn't give much importance to it or it never bothered … Continue reading My Journal 6. – The Makeup Box

Innocence and Arrogance

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Innocence in a Childs play.Arrogance is a Tricksters play. Innocence is Beauty.Arrogance is Filthy. Innocence is questions with Curiosity.Arrogance is to question with Authority. Innocence is laughter that adds sparkle to your eyes.Arrogance is laughter that breaks the inside. Innocence needs no Justification.Arrogance needs Correction. Innocence needs Guidance.Arrogance needs Repentance. Innocence is like clear water … Continue reading Innocence and Arrogance

Sides

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People takes sides that suits their type.Sometimes that benefits them in time.Sometimes to coverup for their lapse.Sometimes for their own gains.Sometimes for another's pain.Sometimes seeing beyond ones sight.Sometimes knowing what's right.Sometimes scores to settle.Sometimes a clear battle.Sometimes carefully thought.Sometimes manipulated and sought. Both sides look alike, Both put up an equal fight. Take a side, … Continue reading Sides

What it takes to win

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To win,You need to be skilled.You need to train.You need think out of the bin.You should be able to strike a deal. More than that, You need endurance.To take the blows when your time is down in the ring.You need resilience, A hope and strength you will rise again after it.You need humility, To keep … Continue reading What it takes to win

My Journal 4. The eagle and the crow

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From my younger days I have been more of spiritual person .At that time when many of them at my age were discovering life i was questioning life and reason with my greatest teacher "google and soul searching" . I started to read about many practices to text to religions around the world , their … Continue reading My Journal 4. The eagle and the crow

My Journal 3. The Lamppost

It is always late bed time for me with finishing all the left work , to putting kids to sleep and then some time out for myself. During this hour of night when i look out of my window which is at a higher floor , i see the lamp post the one with the … Continue reading My Journal 3. The Lamppost

A Boasting King

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The self declared king ,In his palace of dreams.Treating his subjects ,like his slaves.As they bow down,to attend his meeting.His power at peakOnly In his courtrooms.Where he puts up a show, of his stupidityand vain ego. They praise him,Fear his wrath,Put up an act,For his tyranny,A self made story. The boasting kingSits in his throne,never … Continue reading A Boasting King

Pulling Another Down

Pulling Down Another, If that makes you feel superior. If that retains your power. If that defines your position. If that certifies your talent. Well go ahead, Pulling another down, Is just to mask your insecurities. Is To cover up for your weakness. Is the lack of self belief. Is to thrive on others failure. … Continue reading Pulling Another Down

My Journal 2. Routine

One problem being a homemaker is getting bored of the same routine and tasks that too in a continuous manner without any change or breaks . It becomes such a routine after sometime even when your mind is occupied , still a part of brain easily controls your movements to keep the work going .These … Continue reading My Journal 2. Routine

Walk Away

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Walk Away. When you don't want to be a part of it. When you don't wan to be at the receiving end. When you have had enough of it. When you heart says it does not feel right. You don't have to stand for manners. You don't have to show togetherness. You don't have to … Continue reading Walk Away

Battle or Revolution

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Battle is,to settle score, to conquer, to expand. Revolution is, for mankind. for preserving.for sustaining. Battle is thinking for self,Revolution is for everybody else been there. Battle involves strategies, Revolution involves complexities. Battle is to meet ones end, Revolution is to end and start a new. Battles are written in history,Revolution lives forever in victory. … Continue reading Battle or Revolution

Reality Check

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Sometimes we expose our children only to goodness, to the experience of perfect things around ,keeping them in comfort zones , exposing them only to one part of reality or their small good world. This can be a disadvantage when they are on their own to face the real world . We train them to … Continue reading Reality Check

Raw or Refined

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They say don't judge a book by its cover,Yet speak of first impressions make the everlasting opinions. They say Just be yourself And be accepted, Yet everybody refined to put their best foot forward. Raw is simplicity, Refined is polished.Simplicity connects to the heart, As Polished to the sense. When Raw,Not having to impress. to … Continue reading Raw or Refined

Endurance

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Its strength when facing power so strong. Its the wait when you are running out. Its the experience that makes you resistant. Its the power to bear and rise before dawn. Its to keep going when you are all done. Its the power behind superhumans. Endurance, is staring in the face of struggles. And pain … Continue reading Endurance