My Journal 48. Forget to keep going

You know the difficult part of being human and complexities involving relations is our inability to be able to erase or forget our memories just like that. Yes with a continuous effort , strong will , ignoring , focusing on other areas of life and training our mind to so it sometimes becomes possible though … Continue reading My Journal 48. Forget to keep going

My Journal 47. Principles

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In our choices to be principled , moralistic and have high values there is a constant struggle when it comes to choosing between being stern or flexible . Being a very high principles person for very long which has made life a bigger struggle for me to have faced it right in the face without … Continue reading My Journal 47. Principles

My Journal 45. We get what We put up with

Most of the time we realize what we get is what we put up with. This does not apply to all situations in our life , but to the ones we are in control of or can take control with our will and courage .Those that are in the power of our choices and decisions … Continue reading My Journal 45. We get what We put up with

My Journal 43. Passion fuels Life

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Hi friends , I have started working on my third book in the series My journal And Poems which is about "Life and Meaning" . Its a collection of topics from spirituality , passion , self realization , finding our true calling and our connection with the world around us . I though of taking … Continue reading My Journal 43. Passion fuels Life

My Journal 42. True Calling

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I know exactly what it means it took me really long to find ways ,to acknowledge ,to believe and pursue it . I am not saying I exactly knew what it was , until i went through all ways that life put me through i did what best i could do in those times trying … Continue reading My Journal 42. True Calling

My Journal 41. To be a part or not

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The freedom to do what one wants to , intend to , or choose not to be part of what feels wrong looses it value in the process we decide to be part of these groups , groups that control and influence our choices , decisions or think for us . Unwillingly , silently we … Continue reading My Journal 41. To be a part or not

My Journal . 39 Timestamps

I have been behind the scenes for really long away from social media , zero contact with people I knew from college life  , just disappeared from everybody's sight mainly after college was done.I did this to actually deal with my life and problems settle things that just needed focus and recovery . After around … Continue reading My Journal . 39 Timestamps

My Journal 38. Defining the limits

Somethings in life are better not judged as less or more .Because these things can become a part of our system and in the process we ourself loose the control to keep it within limits or draw the line between less or more. Such things are best kept out of our system and life . … Continue reading My Journal 38. Defining the limits

My Journal 37 . Changing People

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Many a times we want to change people around us especially our dear ones to see for their betterment , happiness and success. Sometimes to make relations work , to get better out of a relation, for them to have better relations . This isn't easy because not everybody is willing to change, nor is … Continue reading My Journal 37 . Changing People

My Journal 36. The Over – Type

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Hi friends , i have been always receiver of the title of over thinker from my college days to real life. I have had my challenges and had to work on ways to achieve in spite those unusual and difficult circumstances in my life and around my loved ones because me complaining wouldn't have helped … Continue reading My Journal 36. The Over – Type

Pages from My life Parenting – 16

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Food for thought I have always come up with creative ways to teaching and challenges in parenting. Recently it was difficult to get my kids out from tv watching and me yelling or pushing them everytime stopped making sense . It created an atmosphere for irritation and frustration which they would display with their behaviour. … Continue reading Pages from My life Parenting – 16

My Journal 33 . Judging People

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Hi friends the other day this week i was having a whatsapp conversation with a friend who was once my college mate around 15 years ago , we haven't met since then and we connected back through facebook last year . We dont speak much but do drop a hi some time , many who … Continue reading My Journal 33 . Judging People

My Journal 32. Share and Speak up

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We share experiences in the form of knowledge but rarely do we share our experiences especially with a dark past openly with others. Fear of being judged , fear of reliving those emotions , fear of inability to express or fear of the immaturity of the listener .Whichever reason be it we hold back sharing … Continue reading My Journal 32. Share and Speak up

My Journal 31. Its always there inside

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Most Of the things we and even as children one thinks is uncable of is actually a mindlock due to fear of failures or low self esteem or lack of motivation and support or low self confidence.Sometimes all you need is a push to actually get down and try to do it on your own … Continue reading My Journal 31. Its always there inside

My Journal 29. Simplicity

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I am kind of person who believes in owning not more than needed amount of dresses and two pairs of shoes at a time.I don't have to have all dresses in trend or a footwear to match each , i do have two additional for occasions which i dont mind reusing after care. One thing … Continue reading My Journal 29. Simplicity

My Journal 28. Dual Life

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Its not new individuals either alone or as families many a times have been living two lives , ones that they actually know or go through in reality and the ones that they put up to be, a perfect picture of self or relationships and life .Time before and even now in some parts of … Continue reading My Journal 28. Dual Life

My Journal 27. Follow your Heart

In todays world where its more about following , followers , hearts and likes which is all about moving with the trend , keeping up with that's very current , doing what gets more heart or likes. I want to talk about this "follow your heart" which is mostly overrated in movies or creative talks … Continue reading My Journal 27. Follow your Heart

My Journal 26. Best or Mediocre

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The choice is not easy everybody wants to be the best. But actually there is no best and trying to be the one , looses the perception of reality and going for an imaginary perfect best losing a lot in the process. Mediocre is real, a balance, a space for growth , time for all … Continue reading My Journal 26. Best or Mediocre

My Journal 25. Life is about change

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Hi dear friends recently i have not been regular with my posts and blogging , its due to other responsibilities and my daughters academic year end studies .Yet whenever i find time i always will post about everything i always do .If i am not reading or liking your posts its probably i am away … Continue reading My Journal 25. Life is about change

My Journal 24. – Nonverbal

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Hi dear friends , if you know me from past 10 months i have been blogging i write a lot about parenting and many other things .Also have started journaling where i talk about those topics from life and around i think about or feel , But what after all this I tell you I … Continue reading My Journal 24. – Nonverbal

Pages from My Life Parenting – 14

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Diary, Scrapbooks and Picture Books Hi friends I am kind of feeling exhausted with growing responsibility and keeping kids connected with everything possible so that don't feel the pressure of this change and start throwing tantrums to show they just cant take it anymore. Yes now once in a while we do take them to … Continue reading Pages from My Life Parenting – 14

My Journal 23. – Self -Consciousness

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While we have become outgrown , confident , achievers , better informed ,more knowledge , more aware but at some point in life when we were kids or youth or at some point or the other we were very self conscious sometimes due to the way be look or some distinguishing feature or being less … Continue reading My Journal 23. – Self -Consciousness

My Journal 22. – Forces of Life

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There are various types of forces as described in physics gravity , friction , applied , magnetic, spring, normal... . But in real life in human experience too I have seen and experienced around many forces though i tried to name them according to their existence in human life. There could be more type of … Continue reading My Journal 22. – Forces of Life

My Journal 21. – Something vs Nothing

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This post is actually inspired by a science video of one of my favorite science video creator "The action Lab", i find more meaning than science and connections in the way science is explained. In one of the videos he talks about "do nothing grinder" and what is difference between that seems nothing and is … Continue reading My Journal 21. – Something vs Nothing

My Journal 20. – The Fancy Shoes

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Today we went out for shopping to actual shop unlike online shopping we have been doing for some months where the biggest problem is what you see is not what you get , then the color , size , quality difference than what you expected . With kids it becomes the double the trouble if … Continue reading My Journal 20. – The Fancy Shoes

My Journal 19. – Humor and Me

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What makes one laugh or what humor means or what is your sense of humor defines a lot about the persons take on life , his mentality , his sensitivity to others and self .Some people think me and humor are not at good relation , which is not true only that I don't have … Continue reading My Journal 19. – Humor and Me

My Journal 18. The Slide

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One thing we miss a lot after the pandemic in the visit to community gardens especially overcrowded in those kids play area during weekends . The kids were unknown to each other but they enjoyed running around those equipment's , climbing and hanging and the rush sliding down. These don't make that much fun , … Continue reading My Journal 18. The Slide

My Journal 16.- The Question

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I have come with my version of the answer to the question that most of us have had some point in our life . Sometimes we followed what was told or taught us , at times we had those versions where we wanted to make our choices seem right , then we have those versions … Continue reading My Journal 16.- The Question

My Journal 15. – Timeout

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Something that has come around everybody's life with these new normal is "timeout". A break from those regular lifestyle those parts that formed parts of routine of our life and some of them which were real big parts of life suddenly went out and we found those time and energies introduced to many new areas … Continue reading My Journal 15. – Timeout

My Journal 14. – Journey

One truth about life all agree to especially if they have seen and lived life in every aspect, know that its all about the journey not the destination. Yes i have known people who have skipped the journey , sometimes found shortcuts to reach the same destination , but i tell you it was totally … Continue reading My Journal 14. – Journey

My Journal.13- Unspoken Words

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No matter how great writer , speaker , orator or artist one are there are areas of life or living one never speaks of or sometimes left unspoken of .These are part of the unspoken words of life sometimes of the community at large we are a part of. Sometimes these are feeling long lost … Continue reading My Journal.13- Unspoken Words

My Journal 12. – Patterns , Phases and Pursuit

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I am more kind of spiritual person to the extent i believe in the existence and purpose of life only on spirituality. But i refrain from sharing my thoughts or knowledge on spirituality because i think its a personal journey one experiences through life and cant be learnt or taught and sought through another's viewpoint … Continue reading My Journal 12. – Patterns , Phases and Pursuit

My Journal 11. Small Things

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There are many small things around us in home or at work that have great value despite their size or value of existence . These acts , things , expressions serve their purpose so important that most of them are irreplaceable. These small things are so valuable when needed we almost go on a hunt … Continue reading My Journal 11. Small Things

My Journal 10. The Masala Box

Every Indian home has this spice box in their kitchen which contains a variety of spices either as whole or as powdered mixture called masalas . Each masala has different combination of spices for different taste for different foods. Sometimes a combination of these masalas are used in different proportion to get the required taste. … Continue reading My Journal 10. The Masala Box

My Journal 9 . – Signboards

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Yes the ones you see on roads those that make safety rules for all while walking driving or using the roads. Well those people abide by law , but i am talking about signboards at different places to put a notice , bring to attention or say something that is very basic human logic and … Continue reading My Journal 9 . – Signboards

My Journal 8. – Superhumans

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We all have been in this phase or point which push us beyond our limits and we feel like superhumans. I am not exaggerating actually when we remember those memories even we are shocked how could we do something like this. Human mind is beyond comprehension. May be that's what about humans when time or … Continue reading My Journal 8. – Superhumans

My Journal – 7.A Birthday Post

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Hi Dear friends , Today is my birthday .Astrologically i am a cusp of Capricorn and Aquarius.That makes me the complicated and dual person i am ,displaying the traits of a hardworking and focused Capricorn and intellectual mindset of a Aquarian . I do believe in astrological influences and stuff, have even given a much … Continue reading My Journal – 7.A Birthday Post

My Journal 6. – The Makeup Box

I have never been much of a beauty conscious or look focused person , due to struggles at my personal front and ambitions to achieve, the only aim and I was very focused . Yes this left me out of the crowd , then i didn't give much importance to it or it never bothered … Continue reading My Journal 6. – The Makeup Box

My Journal 5. – The Roti’s

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For those of who you don't know roti's, are circular flat Indian breads made at every home in India. To eat with either cooked vegetables made as curry or bhaji or any non vegetarian curry. Its such a important part of Indian food. Its almost made everyday in numbers as per home member strength, from … Continue reading My Journal 5. – The Roti’s

My Journal 4. The eagle and the crow

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From my younger days I have been more of spiritual person .At that time when many of them at my age were discovering life i was questioning life and reason with my greatest teacher "google and soul searching" . I started to read about many practices to text to religions around the world , their … Continue reading My Journal 4. The eagle and the crow

My Journal 3. The Lamppost

It is always late bed time for me with finishing all the left work , to putting kids to sleep and then some time out for myself. During this hour of night when i look out of my window which is at a higher floor , i see the lamp post the one with the … Continue reading My Journal 3. The Lamppost

My Journal 17. – Belief System

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We all have a belief system based on culture, religion , values, priorities, path to spirituality . Some believe in the existence of supreme power so do I , some believe in the control of their life and power of their action, some believe the power is around us and everywhere . There are innumerable … Continue reading My Journal 17. – Belief System